this is going to be the last post i will type about our loss etc.
yupp. the absolute last!
haiz. still not over it OBVIOUSLY. keep thinking of all the stupid 'what ifs'
:(
finally understood how hazel felt last year.... and i still rmb thinking 'why is hazel crying? nehmind what, at least got top4...'
(yeah well this time is top8 but WTV)
>< >HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEV. WOAINI TOO!^^
presents to buy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no time manzxczxczxcxzcxcxzczxcxc.
hopefully tmr can... when i follow lanying to her dental.
hm geog's almost done, got a pic for art, pccg half done, math done minus 1 question, chi gonghan planeed, hmmm i think im more or less done for the day^^
tonight shall STUDY history!

and wait for tricia's call to see if i should plan my si han lol.
hm i remember having alot more to say hehe.....
oh yeah-.- was rather pissed off ytd cos i saw something on someone's _____(incorrect no of spacing btw)
but since its so long ago i'll just let it go. no point wasting time etc
argh we could have won, we could have won, we could have won.......
and i guess i feel so.. sad cos i dunno.. like i didnt do my part as a cap? well, at least not to the best i could....
if only i could control tessie....
but then again, who can-.-
whoever can control tessie.. well, u have my respect man.
and the time which i ***, mostly 'started' cos i read jamie's sms...
' i know you did ur best as cap :)'
:'(
hope hazel can control tessie next year.
yeah right, who am i kidding
and i think the sec1s that were mainly affected were wilma, deline and angel....
crystal i reall dont think she understands cos she really has the mindset of a child!:)
haha,
deline.. i guess shes more mature than the rest, and sort of understands..
for wilma, i think playing the decider and losing it hurt her alot. but she seemed ok on sat..
for angel... although she deosnt show it i can tell shes sortof sad inside
sad cos SHE lost or cos WE lost.... i dunno.... hopefully, both.
want to hug her so much somtimes haha and i love pinching her cheeks.
and her sister is mean! as in the way angel portrays her sister... she sounds damn mean!
the rest... i dunno ley i think meijun also but the others seemed alright..
hope u guys are alright! must move on! i know its tough but together we can!!!^^
JIAYOUS MY JUNIORS!
thankgod tessie wasnt at trng of friday! if not i bet my 'plan' would hav failed!:(
luckily it went smoothly
and i was thinking... if mrwee really decides to sack tessie... nybt would fight for her right?
but.....
nvm.
i think mrwee didnt talk to us on sat was cos he was really angry so if he DID talk, he would explode....
anw jiayous NYBT^^
nybt is the looooooove:)
gosh blogger had some prob SHIT,
cnt do italic font!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!D:
and my bro is damn annoying-.-
i called him an ass hole last night and he told my mom but i insisted i didnt!
then he said L SAY HONESTLY if not nxt year yr bdiv also cnt go top4!
like wth srsly-.-
and according to him, its tks to his constant taunting on the fact tt im fat, that im no longer fat.
hm it might be true but wtv so lame.
and i was fat last time so let him say but now im not that fat anymore!!
and hes come to steal comp with me
BLEH.
xoxoxo
JINGRONG.




nybt cdiv '10,
love you all forever and always~♥